Adams apology.

"It's a long apology I should probably do in person but idk when I'll get that chance. So, I'll try and sum it up the best I can. First, I never cared about a woman in my life more then you. Legit. That being said, Heidi kinda ruined me. At least for a little. I didn't really know who I was or what I wanted to be after her. That girl fucked me up very, very bad. Most of the shitty things I've done or said in the past two years can be attributed to her. That being said, I feel like I was too vocal with you about how I felt and not anywhere near as cerebral as I probably should have been. I was acting out. I was hurt and saw something amazing and just abused my right to even speak sometimes. The point is, I was never the human I should have been when I said any of that to you. I shouldn't have said one thing and acted like a lost ass in the meantime. I made you uncomfortable and probably embarrassed you over feelings I had no right trying to handle. I'm sorry I was as persistent, and the the same time, as stagnant as I was to you. I appreciate you always taking it like a champ and still being here for me. You are the shit and I'm happy to have you around. I'm sorry I sucked so much the last couple years."